Kael the second dude i like PART 2

Ok, Masa tu aku janji nak share kami(Me and Kael) punya conversation masa tengah tengok wayang. and no kami tak tengok bersama-sama. Hari je yang sama tapi masa yang berbeza. Dia watch pada 2:20pm and aku tengok masa pukul 4:40pm. So, ada faham? :)

Anyway Assalamualaikum and SORRY tak update nowdays ^^v

December 7, 2011

Chae - Rin

• you look awkward yesterday. i just can't stand to see awkward people whenever i try to be friendly with them :s
  
  if there's another guy say he love you at this time what do you do?
  - hmm, it's not a 'if' anymore, it's truly happening right now. ia bgitau aku msa bulan 8 and even propose me but i say no. unfortunately, he is still waiting for me and i think i like him. but i like you too. argghhh, it's getting complicated. Bnrnya my plan is to focus on him after i confess my feeling arh kau. i was hoping you will reject me but then you show SOME interest on it. so my advice for you ; don't like me back. i don't want to hurt both of you.
  
  Is there still something about you i dont know?
  - yes ;) a lot.
  - One of it is i'm a LIAR. i lie a lot. I can't stop this habit of my mine. After one lie, come the other lie. It's hard for me to stop it. But i'm trying my best, my hard to change it since you hate liar. so, i beg you don't trust me 100% because i might lie to you too. Honestly, for the past few week in formspring or fb, i never lie to you but definitely i lie to others.
  
  im being too honest, am i?

Nak tahu tak kenapa aku being honest kat dia, sebab aku suka-suka sangat kat dia. 7 bulan tau aku menahan rasa and act macam there's nothing happen. Dah kira mendera diri sendiri jugalah ^^ and hanya dengan persoalan "Is it obvious that i like you?" di FORMS telah bagi dia this QUICK respond. Hebatnya aku !

December 7, 2011

Kael

• sorry for being awkward. its a different atmosphere to me when im talking to a girl
  my advice- you can go with that guy. i wont be mad or sad. honesty is all i want and yes, you are honest. =D
  
  now i think you should know more about me.
  
  I used to be backstabber, a liar, a bully, a fat person, crybaby, and a playboy.
  
  and of course i regret what i did, i feel it, i experience and i get what deserve.
  
  i take my bestfriend's gf - Backstabber
  i lied to my parent and my friend - Liar
  i hurt a primary student - bully
  Makan mee goreng tiap2 hari, 5 kotak nda cukup sehari lol - fat person
  I endure pain but my tear cant hide my feeling - crybaby
  playboy - i got my bestfriend's gf when im with another girl
  
  soo there, im much worst than you. ^.^
  but that was the old me. the new me is try to help people who had become one of the worst me.
  
  the only people i cant help is my enemy 'AA', who is too stubborn to change even with 2 people try to change him but in the end he backstab us one by one.

Chae Rin

• so, we are cool, right? good, then :) lets remain everything as a secret since ray don't know how i feel about you. and atleast you make an effort to change yourself and become a new person. ;D

Kael

• yeap. and im change since last year..

Itu lah yang jadi :) Lepas tu aku stick with Ray. Tapikan ada satu hari tu Ray baca this inbox(Dia tau password aku. Aku yang begok sangat beri kat dia --'). Masa tu dia masih cool lagi. Tapi bila dia baca conversation kami(me & zaim), dia meletup giler. Mana tak nyer, kami cakap tentang ex gf dia. And bila aku kata 'cakap' bukan cakap mengumpat, ok? cakap macam biasa je. Cakap puji tapi dia fikir aku hina his 'beloved ex' dia. So, gaduh laa. ~

December 13, 2011

Ray

• hey you know......AKU INDA SUKA URG CAKAP BELAKANG2 PAT KU AH!!!!!....I OSO DONT LIKE SOMEONE TALK ABOUT MY BELOVED EX!!!! GOT IT!!! KALAU RASA2NYA NDA MAU MELAYAN,JGN TAH KU DI LAYAN!!!!!!NDA PAYAH KAU KAN BECAKAP CEMATU PAT C ZAHIM!!!! MERATI!!!!!! SUCH A TWO FACED WOMAN!!!!!

Chae-Rin

• bodoh jua kau ani eh !

Ini jelah aku cakap, sakit betul hati aku tau. Tak cukup dengan itu main update status pulak. Aku cucuk pakai garpu nanti. Baru tahu! --' annoying nak mampus.

Ray

• aku buduh?????pikir dulu k sapa yg buduh....

Then the next thing i know, i block him. Terus deactive facebook aku. Masa tu aku tengah happy-happy dengan family aku. Nasib baik masa tu dah balik kalau tak confirm aku menangis masa tengah makan tu. Lepas balik rumah, aku recieve banyak message kata maaf. Pergi mampus lah aku kata. Sakit tau hati aku :( fragile tau hati aku ni walaupun aku yang duakan dia. To be honest aku langsung tak duakan dia. Kami tak couple, kami suka sama suka je and tak salah kan kalau aku suka lelaki lain.

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selesai ^^v